i love you though you hurt me so..

I posted this at Vampire Freaks and heard what they had to say..
Now I wanna hear what you have to say

well i wanted to know what you think about these pics

I'm from the Philippines and I know I'm not pretty compared to you guys.. but I'm pretty compared to my fellow Filipinos lol

anyways.. I wanted to know how much I have changed from you guys.. thaxx in advance ^^



Three Years Ago...




Two Years Ago...
i know my teeth aren't perfectly aligned




A Year Ago...





A Month Ago...
the typical Asian-Kawaii-Peace pose xD






2 Weeks Ago...





Last Monday...






Last Wednesday...



so what do you guys think? I'm only 16 btw

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Well here's what they said:

When Ryan blurted out "David....... Cook!" I bolted out of the couch screaming and jumping around. This my favorite season (so far.. haha) and I've never gotten so hyped out about the season finales except for this one

I knew he was gonna win!

He's the kind of person who should win this thing.. He's versatile and he's one of a kind, just they type of artist that we need to see in the show.. and heck- in the music industry. The people are not dumb, they don't want to see the same old act year and year and year - yet again.

No offense for Archuleta though- he was one of my early favorites in the competition. He's young and quite talented, I actually thought he was gonna win because.. and I was preparing my "Nooooooooooooooo" scream while I was eagerly awaiting for the results, with my heart so very pounding with emotions

I love Archuleta.... but I just love Cook more... Yey for DC!

BTW, finally and I mean FINALLY! Simon admitted himself wrong and apologized to David Cook.. I watched the Ellen Show last night and Simon said that Cook's gonna win.. Well- the prediction came true!!!!!!

 

Well, anyways...

There is just two things I hated about this Finale-

One. Where the hell is Danny Noriega?!

He's my favorite among all of the contestants- I mean, I love him more than I love Cook.

Of course most of you have heard that Danny, Kady Malloy, Colton Berry, Asiah Epperson.. and all those who were part of the Top 24 but unfortunately didn't make it to the Top 12, weren't in the Finale.

Why? Because American Frigging Idol says that it's "full!"

OMG, Fox... Like those people weren't on the show, like they don't know the contestants, the producers, the judges- I mean, where is gratitude people? where is it? Well, you certainly didn't gave Danny and the other ones that gratitude we're looking for..

Two. The guy who dissed Panic performed on stage.

Well.. I'm not really sure cause I don't even know him.. I just know that he's part of the Jonas Brothers and that he's the bassist. They performance was great, i can say..I don't really hate the Jonas Brothers, they're really kinda cute and the songs are catchy, but I just hate the way that guy dissed PatD...

 

Enough about that... generally In was satisfied with the results, not just satisfied I'm so happy and freaking hyper that my throat still hurts from all the screaming LOL

Cook Rules!!!

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PS: Hey Dennis, Josh and every one else who said that Archuleta's gonna win it- In your frigging face.. You lost our bet, haha! Cook's the one to beat baby.. He beat Archuleta by 12M votes- 12 MILLION!

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Die is Freakin Hyper!

Yup, they're coming here in the Philippines in August 14, 2008.. and i might not get to see them cause that week will be our college midterms and YES IT SUCKS!

please, oh please pray for me.

I will freakin try everything to convince my 'rents to let me go.. and btw 8/12 is my birthday so they might let me go as their birthday gift.. and of course they will be the ones who'll pay, i've never used my money before even to buy CDs it all comes from their pockets.. haha

Anyway, I already reserved 2 VIP tickets just to make sure ( i think they're worth almost 4000 pesos each).. And I'm gonna drag Dad with me.

So please, please pray for me.... ^^

The MVI edition of Paramore's RIOT! album is available for preorder now in The Fueled By Ramen Webstore.

It's a 2-disc Music Video Interactive DVD + Bonus CD set featuring the original album plus new bonus tracks, MP3 audio files of every song, never-before-seen live tracks and exclusive behind-the-scenes footage, music videos, karaoke tracks, photo galleries, lyrics, buddy icons and more!

You can also create your own ringtones with UR-Tone and your own remixes with NU-Myx.

Look for the limited-edition MVI album in stores November 20th on Fueled By Ramen.



Limited-Edition RIOT! MVI The MVI edition of Paramore's RIOT! album is available for preorder now in The Fueled By Ramen Webstore.

It's a 2-disc Music Video Interactive DVD + Bonus CD set featuring the original album plus new bonus tracks, MP3 audio files of every song, never-before-seen live tracks and exclusive behind-the-scenes footage, music videos, karaoke tracks, photo galleries, lyrics, buddy icons and more!

You can also create your own ringtones with UR-Tone and your own remixes with NU-Myx.

Look for the limited-edition MVI album in stores November 20th on Fueled By Ramen.

Your buddy,
fueledbyadam

Hey everyone in Asia!

Just wanted to give a big hello from Asia. This is quite possibly one of the best times we've ever had doing a tour, and we would like to thank you for all of your support. If you are interested in more details, I just
blogged about it at www.theonelove .org. Rock on.

Ben




**Taken from Kyle Patrick's Official Friendster**

Okay, so Fall Out Boy had a concert last night, and another one tonight! And i can't attend because I'm freakin' stuck in this town!

Last night the band said that they want filipina girlfriends... as if! They're only saying that so the crowd'll go crazy.. I mean those boys have girlfriends so get over yourselves please! cause all these are getting so much ridiculous... Stop now please!!

I can't think of anything else to write, so here goes...

Wine Red by The Hush Sound

Sinong pumana ng pana sa lalamunan mo?
Sinong hindi nakuha ang pulang mansanas?
Ito'y nakabitin na tila mabigat sa puno sa itaas ng iyong ulo

Itong kaguluhan, itong kalamidad
Ang hardin na ito ay dating perpekto
Ibigay mo sa akin ang iyong imortalidad
Ise-setup kita sa mga bituin (?!!)

Gloria, nagsinungaling tayo
Hindi na tayo pwedeng magpatuloy
Ito ang oras at ito ang araw para mabuhay

Sinong pumana ng pana sa lalamunan mo?
Sinong hindi nakuha ang pulang mansanas?
At merong pagtatalo sa hardin ngayong gabi

Ang dagat ay kasimpula ng alak
Ito ang pagkamatay ng kagandahan
Namatay na ang mga kalapati
Nagsinungaling na ang magkasintahan

Pinutol ko ang pana sa iyong leeg
Ihiniga sa tabi ng mga puno
Malapit sa mga ugat at baby's breath
Tinabunan ko tayo ng mga dahong pilak

Gloria, nagsinungaling tayo
Hindi na tayo pwedeng magpatuloy
Ito ang oras at ito ang araw para mabuhay

Sinong pumana ng pana sa lalamunan mo?
Sinong hindi nakuha ang pulang mansanas?
At merong pagtatalo sa hardin ngayong gabi

So I said earlier that the tickets for FOB's concert here at Sept 21 has been SOLD OUT! Well they're having another performance at Sept 20 and it's not yet Sold Out... weeh.. so I just went to TicketNet and reserved two tickets worth 3190- or something like that, and it's the second expensive ticket since the VIP tickets has been sold out.. I wanted that VIP ticket but anyhow I have a chance of seeing FOB since our class will be having a retreat/spiritual sleepover/or whatever that is called at Sept 20.. but I'm sure I can convince my parents to let me go

Okay so I'm gonna start my story with our first quarter examinations w/c was held last tues & wed.. I basically screwed up Health and CAT but I did really really well in English, Geometry and ICT. Funny thing, we all got low scores in Filipino.. well isn't that the language we speak?

Anyway, 6 people got expelled, including our head cheerleader, another girl and 4 boys and some got suspended. And they got expelled for such a stupid reason.. what was that reason? Well, it's because they got wasted for several days and the school board found out what they have done and pretty much that's it... yeah and another reason is because some  of the guys gave themselves (you know what i mean) to some gays who were like twice their age... and they didn't ask for cash.. wtf was that? if they're gonna do something like that, at least get paid. IDIOTS!!

And last thursday, this insane guy attempted suicide. He was on the rooftop of a building and we were watching it from my friend's house, which was so close to the scene.. then rescue team came and people were everywhere. Everytime he tried to jump (the cops were convincing him not to) I hide behind my baby and hold him tight, cause I was really scared eventhough i know that's so stupid. The two of us was supposed to go to this place but we chose to watch that man. Then he was like "let's go" then I'll agree, then he'll say "but if he jumps we'll miss it" and we stay... Then after a few minutes I really wanted to go, and he agrees but I said "but if he jumps, we'll miss it". We were videotaping it so we can upload it in YouTube but the effing bastard didn't jump, so it was a total waste of time...

But anyway, the two of us still went out. And i went home beyond my curfew (yes, i have a curfew) but i told them that the reason i went home late is because i watched the scene... which was partially true anyway.

And this one's important so read this:

I uploaded the cover of Camisado Magazine last week, with Paramore on the cover and some thought it was real.. actually it's not, I just made it for a project in ICT http://freewebs.com/camisado-mag, http://freewebs.com/harlequin-cg... BUT!!! We're planning to make it real cause it's more interesting than what we have here in the Philippines... And also, check out the cover of the latest issue, Panic! at the Disco's at the cover!! I just finished uploading it.. And btw, I need your opinion about the next issue,, tell me who you want to see in the cover.. just drop a note, or comment or send me a message.

Here's my faves in Buzznet:
> hannabeth -she seems so sweet and I like her style, btw I watched this vid on Youtube with her on MTV's Parental Control
> delfi - I looovvvveee her! she's so pretty and she seems so nice.
> hollywoodxpsychopath - he's so emo. emo guys are hot!
> ryanrossismybf - she's very nice and we both love Ryan Ross, who doesn't?!
> xsinisterx - he's not emo, but he's still cute
> xclandestine27x - we're both Filipino and we both love Fall out Boy, again, who doesn't?!

Okay so I got tagged by ryanrossismybf... and I'm supposed to tell you 8 things bout me, and then tag other people..

Here are the thinks about me..

1) The sweetest thing a guy has done for me was probably when he watched over me as I sleep. I repeat: He watched over me as I slept, I didn't sleep with him. Well, the guy's name is Rassel and he's like, my baby

2) I'm bulimic.. but bulimia is like, starting to wear off now...

3) I'm a diva! Haha! well, not really... but I gotta say, I'm the biggest diva in our batch

4) I've got lots of friends... I'm like, friends with everyone! I also have many friends here in the net..

5) I love Panic! at the Disco and Fall Out Boy.. I mean, who doesn't?!

6) I have a very weird personality.. I'm sort of a backstabber, bitch, angel, nerd, emo, diva, the sweetest person ever, your most loyal friend and a rebel all wrapped into one!

7) I'm Filipino. God! I hate living in a third world country,.. but oh well, I'll be out of here in no time!!!

8) (here's the last one) I've just been pissed off now 'cause I went to FOB's website and found out that the tickets to their concert here are SOLD OUT!! Darn!, I really have to do something.. and FAST!!

 

okay so here are the people i've tagged:

Okay guys, I'm making a fansite.. but I just don't know who it will be about.

A little help please. I don't really know which star I'm going to feature.

Here are my choices:
    Audrey Kitching
    Jac Vanek
    Hanna Beth
    Mest

I know it's a really short list, that's why I'm asking everyone's help. And I chose not to include P!ATD, FOB, MCR and all those other bands because they got lots of fansites...

Anyway, here's some samples of my work:
Harlequin,
Camisado Girl,
Dead and Ruthless

Here goes my first journal entry,,

    Okay, last week was like, my birthday(August 12), I know I'm kinda retarded coz I wrote about it a week later,.. but I have a reason for that.. the Internet connection was like on and off, then on and off again because of the supertyphoon that came here in the Philippines.

    Anyway, for my birthday we had like a post celebration, then the celebration, and then an afterparty or whatever that's called, and finally a after-two-days-celebration. For the post celebration me, Mariel, Carl and Kay went to this Chinese resto and we had lunch. Then for the celebration, we had pizza. There were like 18 or 19 of us there and some effing Koreans were next to our table, they were looking at us because we were having a good time, or maybe it's just because we were really loud.

    BTW, I urged the boys to steal the number the pizza house gave us (you know, those things they give you for claioming the food), so that they will have a present for me but they weren't able to get it. And I almost forgot, Nikko accidentally poured Coke in Carl's shirt but I reckon that was an accident..

    Anyway, for the afterparty or whatever that's called... we went to the nearest karaoke, which was located outside of the cinema house. Our first plan was to watch Transformers but many bailed because the quarter exams were coming up. And for the last celebration.. we went to the piza house again but this time we were only 6(only those who were not able to come with me on my birthday). And that time around, they were able to steal the number.. and they gave it to me as a present and as a souvenir.

P.S. Last Aug 16 was my classmate's birthday. She's a frenemy of mine, cause she's a real bitch. And here's the best part! Only 3 of my classmates had the chance to be in her party because of the typhoon. LoL, talk about karma! cause she's always trying to get this guy away from me